I feel sad and angry. Tell me why I cant live a normal life please?! Why does everything have to backfire on me? I know this sounds extremely selfish and vain, but its tru.... I thought for a few months that I might be getting over depression, I was so happy for 2 months, and right now, I feel like a mountain fell and pinned me to the ground... >.< *punches wall* why cant I just die, I try to kill myself, but I either wake up on the floor or in the hospital, I am so sick of hospitals to, they sound like your demented and crazy. "god i dont know why you would kill yourself" damn right they dont know and they dont need to know...